When you Wish upon a Star

No, wishing won't just create a new blog, only writing a new one will.

And I hate to report it but im feeling awful again today. I had a rash of days in a row where I felt on top of the world and just thought "well this is it." but today im back to feeling a little miserable.

And guys this has to be said

I'm getting tired of feeling this way. I just want these bandages to fall off and my wound to be healed and for my ostomy bag to go away and get me back to normal where I will have no idea what I'm doing.

That's right If I don't go back to New York which doesn't seem to be in the immediate cards then I really don't know quite what I'm doing.

Fortunately I still have a while to figure that out.

I know, I know. I should have written a real blog on tuesday or monday when i was feeling great.

Just not feeling it sorry.

If i had more feedback maybe I would write more.

Oh thats terrible why would i say that?

Well, time to get back to eating ice cream and watching King of the Hill on Netflix instant streaming.

I'm trying to watch every episode in a row and the show lasted like 14 years and im on season 3.

So I have a lot of tv to catch up on.

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