My grandfather is dead
i'm currently 2 hours removed from leaving the visitation for my grandfather and im feeling a lot of emotions and feel the need to share them somehow and im hoping in some wierd way writing a blog will help. I didnt think i would be sad when he died but i am. he didnt ever express his love for me in many ways. He certainly never said i love you and if he had he would have put quotation marks around it im sure. all day long my aunt was putting together information about him that she thought people should know like about what volleyball team he was on in the 70's, stuff like that. Some family members came and they started talking about football and the new iphone as if this was any normal family event. I guess i wanted people to sit around and tell stories about him. He was 94. There must have some story about him! Right? There had to be something. I dont really have a story about him and i guess that's why i'm sad. Im missing the time that we didnt have together because...